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I feel like I have been sucked into a pit the last few weeks and while there is light at the end of the tunnel I'm still drowning. I know it is just exhaustion and sleep-deprivation from dealing with 2 sick kids and a sick husband but all my energy is gone... and I just keep hoping that one day I will wake up and feel like I can actually tackle the day ahead. I feel so guilty just laying on the couch while the boys get going on their day but I can't seem to pull myself up. It isn't really a bad thing that we spend every day in our pjs but somedays I wish I actually had the energy to get us all dressed. I know we all go through these boughts of depression and its normal and now that the boys are feeling better hopefully I will get more sleep and then feel more energetic but somehow it is so exhausting to feel so tired all the time.